Thank You, M’am
Yo.
Had to drop some more Langston.
A x
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Thank You, M’am
After that the woman said, “Pick up my pocketbook, boy, and give it here.” She still held him. But she bent down enough to permit him to stoop and pick up her purse. Then she said, “Now aint you ashamed of yourself?” Firmly gripped by his shirt front, the boy said, “Yesm.” The woman said, “What did you want to do it for?” The boy said, “I didnt aim to.” She said, “You a lie!” By that time two or three people passed, stopped, turned to look, and some stood watching. “If I turn you loose, will you run?” asked the woman. “Yesm,” said the boy. “Then I wont turn you loose,” said the woman. She did not release him. “Im very sorry, lady, Im sorry,” whispered the boy. “Um-hum! And your face is dirty. I got a great mind to wash your face for you. Aint you got nobody home to tell you to wash your face?” “Nom,” said the boy. “Then it will get washed this evening,” said the large woman starting up the street, dragging the frightened boy behind her. He looked as if he were fourteen or fifteen, frail and willow-wild, in tennis shoes and blue jeans. The woman said, “You ought to be my son. I would teach you right from wrong. Least I can do right now is to wash your face. Are you hungry?” “Nom,” said the being dragged boy. “I just want you to turn me loose.” “Was I bothering you when I turned that corner?” asked the woman. “Nom.” “But you put yourself in contact with me,” said the woman. “If you think that that contact is not going to last awhile, you got another thought coming. When I get through with you, sir, you are going to remember Mrs. Luella Bates Washington Jones.” Sweat popped out on the boys face and he began to struggle. Mrs. Jones stopped, jerked him around in front of her, put a half-nelson about his neck, and continued to drag him up the street. When she got to her door, she dragged the boy inside, down a hall, and into a large kitchenette-furnished room at the rear of the house. She switched on the light and left the door open. The boy could hear other roomers laughing and talking in the large house. Some of their doors were open, too, so he knew he and the woman were not alone. The woman still had him by the neck in the middle of her room. She said, “What is your name?” “Roger,” answered the boy. “Then, Roger, you go to that sink and wash your face,” said the woman, whereupon she turned him loose—at last. Roger looked at the doorlooked at the womanlooked at the doorand went to the sink. Let the water run until it gets warm,” she said. “Heres a clean towel.” “You gonna take me to jail?” asked the boy, bending over the sink. “Not with that face, I would not take you nowhere,” said the woman. “Here I am trying to get home to cook me a bite to eat and you snatch my pocketbook! Maybe, you aint been to your supper either, late as it be. Have you?” “Theres nobody home at my house,” said the boy. “Then well eat,” said the woman, “I believe youre hungryor been hungryto try to snatch my pocketbook.” “I wanted a pair of blue suede shoes,” said the boy. “Well, you didnt have to snatch my pocketbook to get some suede shoes,” said Mrs. Luella Bates Washington Jones. “You could of asked me.” “Mam?” The water dripping from his face, the boy looked at her. There was a long pause. A very long pause. After he had dried his face and not knowing what else to do dried it again, the boy turned around, wondering what next. The door was open. He could make a dash for it down the hall. He could run, run, run, run, run! The woman was sitting on the day-bed. After a while she said, “I were young once and I wanted things I could not get.” There was another long pause. The boys mouth opened. Then he frowned, but not knowing he frowned. The woman said, “Um-hum! You thought I was going to say but, didnt you? You thought I was going to say, but I didnt snatch peoples pocketbooks. Well, I wasnt going to say that.” Pause. Silence. “I have done things, too, which I would not tell you, sonneither tell God, if he didnt already know. So you set down while I fix us something to eat. You might run that comb through your hair so you will look presentable.” In another corner of the room behind a screen was a gas plate and an icebox. Mrs. Jones got up and went behind the screen. The woman did not watch the boy to see if he was going to run now, nor did she watch her purse which she left behind her on the day-bed. But the boy took care to sit on the far side of the room where he thought she could easily see him out of the corner other eye, if she wanted to. He did not trust the woman not to trust him. And he did not want to be mistrusted now. “Do you need somebody to go to the store,” asked the boy, “maybe to get some milk or something?” “Dont believe I do,” said the woman, “unless you just want sweet milk yourself. I was going to make cocoa out of this canned milk I got here.” “That will be fine,” said the boy. She heated some lima beans and ham she had in the icebox, made the cocoa, and set the table. The woman did not ask the boy anything about where he lived, or his folks, or anything else that would embarrass him. Instead, as they ate, she told him about her job in a hotel beauty-shop that stayed open late, what the work was like, and how all kinds of women came in and out, blondes, red-heads, and Spanish. Then she cut him a half of her ten-cent cake. “Eat some more, son,” she said. When they were finished eating she got up and said, “Now, here, take this ten dollars and buy yourself some blue suede shoes. And next time, do not make the mistake of latching onto my pocketbook nor nobody elsesbecause shoes come be devilish like that will burn your feet. I got to get my rest now. But I wish you would behave yourself, son, from here on in.” She led him down the hall to the front door and opened it. “Goodnight!” Behave yourself, boy!” she said, looking out into the street. The boy wanted to say something else other that “Thank you, mam” to Mrs. Luella Bates Washington Jones, but he couldnt do so as he turned at the barren stoop and looked back at the large woman in the door. He barely managed to say “Thank you” before she shut the door. And he never saw her again.
“Real Niggas Don’t Read”
So. I read the article below and had to share…. Enjoy Ax ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Do you know what the number one method used by slave masters (BOTH IN THE PAST AND TODAY) to keep their slaves in captivity was? I want to quote from the Willie Lynch letter on how to thoroughly break a slave and keep him in pocket, and whether you think this speech was real or not, the parables that are talked about couldn’t be more real. So I quote: You know language is a peculiar institution. It leads to the heart of a people. The more a foreigner knows about the language of another country the more he is able to move through all levels of that society. Therefore, if the foreigner is an enemy of the country, to the extent that he knows the body of the language, to that extent is the country vulnerable to attack or invasion of a foreign culture. For example, if you take a slave, if you teach him all about your language, he will know all your secrets, and he is then no more a slave, for you can’t fool him any longer, and BEING A FOOL IS ONE OF THE BASIC INGREDIENTS OF ANY INCIDENTS TO THE MAINTENANCE OF THE SLAVERY SYSTEM. For example, if you told a slave that he must perform in getting out “our crops” and he knows the language well, he would know that “our crops” didn’t mean “our crops” and the slavery system would break down, for he would relate on the basis of what “our crops” really meant. So you have to be careful in setting up the new language; for the slaves would soon be in your house, talking to you as “man to man” and that is death to our economic system. Now, one of the reasons I’m about to start doing podcasts and video is that a lot of the black men and women I come across say “Well, I don’t read a lot. I mean, I read the sports page, and that’s it. Im not a reader”. And if you look at a lot of Facebook profiles under the section entitled “Reading” or “Books I Like”, most of them type out the fact that they don’t read, don’t like reading, or have no interest in reading. In fact, the title of this post came from someone I met in a restaurant. After offering him a book suggestion, he came back with “Mayne, real niggas dont read!” I agreed with that statement on one level: Niggas (root word niggers) dont read. The very word is synonymous with ignorance. But to imply that to be a real Black man or woman you have to embrace ignorance and shun reading is both sad and dangerous. People, we are in the information age. If you don’t read you are still a slave. Let me re-quote the Willie Lynch letter BEING A FOOL IS ONE OF THE BASIC INGREDIENTS OF ANY INCIDENTS TO THE MAINTENANCE OF THE SLAVERY SYSTEM. By not reading, you remain an economic slave, a slave in the penal system, a slave in the corporate system, and a social slave. Some of you are also familiar with “Blacks Dont Read: They are Still Our Slaves“reportedly written by a Caucasian. This post was circulated on the net in 2005 and read on air in New York via a radio station. In it, the author writes: Their IGNORANCE is the primary weapon of containment. A great man once said, “The best way to hide something from Black people is to put it in a book.” We now live in the Information Age. They have gained the opportunity to read any book on any subject through the efforts of their fight for freedom, yet they refuse to read. There are numerous books readily available at Borders, Barnes & Noble, and Amazon.com, not to mention their own Black Bookstores that provide solid blueprints to reach economic equality (which should have been their fight all along), but few read consistently, if at all. He closes with his monologue with this: Yes, we will continue to contain them as long as they refuse to read, continue to buy anything they want, and keep thinking they are “helping” their communities by paying dues to organizations which do little other than hold lavish conventions in our hotels. By the way, don’t worry about any of them reading this letter, remember, ‘THEY DON’T READ! I hope Black men and women in America and abroad turn their back on the doctrine that many live by…the doctrine that “real niggas dont read!” If you encounter this mentality, print this post out, give it to the man or woman that believes that to be black means to be ignorant, and talk about it. Be the catalyst for change. It is willful ignorance and apathy that is the real danger to the Black race.
Are You Still A Slave?
A bit more Langston fo’ yo’ ass. Urgh! This guy is amazing.
A-town x
: A Langston Hughes peom I read today between writing. Thought I’d share. My boy Anthony gets drunk off of Langston too.
Hughes mainly wrote poems. He wrote a novel… Not Without Laughter. Amazing book. You know that feeling you get during a jazz trumpeters solo when she lands on a note that surprises you nicely? And you’re like “oooh”. I had that feeling nuff times reading Not Without Laughter.
Dope book, still.
The final message in Not Without Laughter is The Sole Reason why I have to write.
A x
Last year was nice.
Little Baby Jesus made my summer.
Loved working with Seroca Davis, Fiston Barek and Akemnji Ndifornyen. Great actors. Look forward to working with them again some day.
Also really enjoyed working with Che Walker again. Learnt lots from this dude.
Little Baby Jesus is my first play that has been published. Real good feeling.
I’ve been going to Foyles for years to buy books. Seeing a book authored by me on the shelf there though was something…. I was just looking at it for ages… among all the other playwrights, I’m there now. And at the National Book Store too. Friends were taking pictures of it on the shelf and sending it to me.
Nice.
Let’s see what new writing this year will bring.
A x

